One more week and off we go to New Mexico for the 1st Annual Sucia Retreat!!! I am sure it will be fun and relaxing. Yipeeee....Can May 27 get here any quicker?
Anyways, today is Friday, finally. I am looking forward to this weekend so I can just chill out and unwind. Catch up on my Netflix movies that have been sitting on my desk for a bit. I also have some cleaning to do but nothing major. Arghhhhh!
Well here is a little update on my life......I spoke with my dad yesterday who tells me he changed his house number again because my older brother deosnt seem to stop calling and hanging up. My older brother was recently released from NJ county jail after an 8mth stint. Its a long story which I personally don' care to explain at the moment, only because I don't think he deserves the notariety. He doesn't speak with us but he insists on calling my dad's house and then hanging up not thinking that we *69 his ass and know its him.......Hence forth my dad changing his number yet again.
My son has been doing well in school and he will be graduating JHS on June 16.......Go Josh!!! Big up to "Big J"....lol.... I am proud! No comes HS, yeeeshhhh. I am more nervous than he is. I am just afraid that things will not go well or that he will be influenced in a wrong way. I am scared and its ok....I am his mom, I am supposed to worry, right?? I have confidence in my child and know that he can excel in whatever he chooses.
I kinda sorta cleared the air with my best friend regarding my personal life but I still feel like she doesn't want to hear what I have to say. Mind you, I am 31 yrs old and can make my own decisions but I just feel like I can't share what is making me happy right now with her because I feel like she is so against it. I know she means well and only wants for me to becareful but I have to go thru experiences in order to achieve happiness. All in all, I love her with all my heart and she will be a part of my life so we will just have to understand eachother and repsect our decisions no matter what. Isn't that what friends are for? Ok, I will stop now before I start to cry. I am so emotional it's disgusting..........!
On another note...I am so happpyyyyy!!! My guy and I have been spending alot of time together and we love it. We are so comfortable with eachother and it only gets better as time goes by. I have been on Cloud Nine, Ten , Eleven and Twelve.....lol. My feelings for him are intense, I mean how do I tell him? How do I tell him that he is in my every thought? How do I tell him that all I want is beautiful things for us? That I want him in my life so bad I can taste it....How do I tell him that he has given me something that no one else has which is the right to be me at all times. How do I explain to him that he makes me feel like a Queen. That the confidence he has in "us" makes me want to melt. How do I tell him that I have eyes for no one else but him? How do i tell him that I have fallen harder then a ton a bricks?
I guess I just did.
Have a great weekend ya'll. I know I will. Muah!!!
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Aw, Jaz, how fabulous for you! I'm happy for you and hope that it continues to bring you all the love and laughter and over-the-moon happiness that you deserve!
Thank you Jo! He is a good man and he makes me so happy.
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